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Saturday, September 19, 2009

丑小鸭

我就是这么胆小的人,怎样?
我就是不想说,怎样?
我就是怕我们连朋友都做不成,所以才不想说,怎样?
只要我还能见到他,我就满足了……
只要还能听到他的声音,我就开心了……

很多人都叫我对他讲(虽然他们都不知道他是谁),我就是不想,因为我知道我一定会失败的,因为我根本就是一个不出众的女生,站在人群里,我根本什么都不是,甚至连一堆大便都不如,男生跟我做朋友还好,做情侣?我想他们宁愿死掉!!
不是吗?人长得不堪入眼还不止,又笨,又胆小,试问像我这种女生还配叫女生吗?
也许有些人没有说出口,可是我知道在他们心目中的“美女排行榜”,我永远都是最后的,我永远都是选剩的。
有时候我宁愿上网交友,因为上网交友可以不用面对面,可以减少尴尬,也不用让对方作呕,我在msn多数会在display picture那栏放和朋友的合照,因为这样可以减少人家的注意力。
我喜欢自拍,可是不喜欢给人家看我的自拍,朋友的电话总是收着满满的自拍照,美的美,可爱的可爱,我自拍后都会把它删除掉,费时丢人现眼。
有时候我看到美女,很自然地望多几眼。而这种事绝对不会发生在我这个丑小鸭的身上,人,应该要有自知之明,既然长得不美,就躲在角落,不要出来吓坏人(我是指我)。
曾经有一次,有两个小我三年的男学生,带有异样的眼光看着我,由于看惯这种场面,我心里已经知道怎么一回事了,我转回头,假装没看到他们,可是我的心里却在滴血,为什么男生总是喜欢以外表来批评一个人,难道丑,就不应该获得肯定吗?难道丑,就注定了一生没有出头天吗?电视上的《ugly betty》的情节就整整反对了这一句,可是那只是电影,不会在现实人生中出现。
我不懂我为什么要写这么多,本来心情还好好的,一开始写这张post心里就有好多的话想说,只不过有口难言……写完的时候,我发现我的脸颊是湿的……

17 comments:

Charmaine芯瑜 said...

don't be upset.. i'm also not pretty at all.. and quite ugly also. ( Till now i cant believe why my bf "chase" me that time =.=|||)

But life still have to go on. Don't care about what ppl say on u, as long as u treat other ppl good enuf, u r kind n helpful or other good qualities on yourself.

B4 that i also have tis kind of feeling.. coz i gv some ppl hurt by saying something bad of me. Now, i also no much confidence but is better than b4 ady ^_^

Gambateh neh ^_^

Sharon Lavigne said...

嘉敏,我认真地跟你说,没恶意地跟你说,人的外在美故然重要,但其实内在散发出来的美也能很吸引到人的...例如prof.wai啊...他样子也不靓仔但因为他的聪明也能成为众人的焦点...我不是要叫你变到好像他酱聪明啦...内在散发出来的自信,独特&+ve的想法,优的理念,处事方法等等也一样能吸引到别人的目光...尺有所长寸有所短...这句话讲得出来一定没有错的...你一定会有一个能吸引到人的优点...也许你现在这位Mr.还没发显你的好...也许他还不是你的Mr.Right...期待爱吧!期待着的时侯努力improve自己...'他'一定会出显!加油...祝福你~

carmen said...

人,有好朋友真的很幸福,谢谢你们,一大早就把我弄哭了……

Sharon Lavigne said...

haha...sorry sorry...dont always cry la...lan ham bao!!!our tears is valuable...

Carrie said...

与其太在意某件事,不如将注意力分散在其他事上。太紧绷会让人窒息,自己也不好受。不用理会其他人眼光。你,就是你。是无可取代的!
加油!

ying said...

我也不美啦..好不好..

Sharon Lavigne said...

哇...全部人到齐啊...一家团聚...哈哈哈!
嘉敏你要加油啦!smile~

Camy Loke said...

你这篇东东给妈妈看到又要六国大封相的啦~(我姐姐是最美的!! \(^v^)/ )

男生本来就是视觉动物,眼里只看到美女,管他们嘛!!男生算什么!!!(背景音乐:《卡门》)

Sharon Lavigne said...

哈哈...你妹妹很白痴...哈哈...告诉你...凡人有了爱情会变烦人的!

carmen said...

哈哈哈……那篇文章只是我想起往事时写的,没想到我会写到连我自己也哭了~哈哈……(不是亲身体验是没有这种感觉的哦)

Camy Loke said...

=.="

这样很hurt我的。。T.T

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